go big or go home

This week has been really ridiculous. Endless studying and stressing out over the stupidest things. I can definitely see the effects through the pimples that randomly appeared. This semester has probably been the most busiest and stressful out of my whole college career. I find little things to stress out about and I'm running around all over the place. But no one ever said life was easy. As cliche as that sounds, its pretty damn true.

Hope your week has gone well.

All The Day Holiday - Greener

Random vent - I really did like her. She was probably someone that could have been "right" for me. Yet I found one thing that I didn't like about her and I pushed her away from me. I put myself in a position where I thought everything was going right for me but it was quite the opposite. It ended up falling apart because of me and that was it. It was one of those wtf was I thinking moments. Its kind of funny, most girls that I have dated or had an interest in have always found someone after me and are still with them now. Glad to know they're happy with where they are in life. Thats pretty much it. See? I think too much. :/

À vivre

I've come to realize that there are a lot of things that most of us don't notice about ourselves. Whether it's taking someone for granted, being selfish or not respecting others, we typically put things we don't want to hear on mute and live life with what makes us happy. Which is fine, don't get me wrong. It's your life and you should be happy/content with it. But its always good to hear what others have to say about you. Makes you think, makes you change, makes you aware of how you're like to other people.

Something to think about.

M83 - Midnight Souls Still Remain

New Beginnings 2K10 Fall Style

So here we are again. Its that time of the year where people get their party on before school starts and everyone is either excited or dreading the first day of school. Thankfully, I have 3 more semesters left and I will be done with school in general. However, the thought of post-undergrad schooling has been looming in my mind for quite some time. Seems like a college degree has become the equivalent to a high school diploma depending on what major you're going for. Crazy how far I've come and the shit I've been through. Wish everything was easier but whats the fun in that?

Not really feelin writing right now but I wanted to at least post a random thought down. I'm thinking for every entry I do from now on, I will post a band or specific song I've been listening to that day or that I'm diggin for the week.

Current Music: Brand New

RESURRECTION!

I decided to use blogspot again. Tumblr got way too out of control. I'll post every now and then and reblog some pictures but it's not as personal. SO yea... I'll post rants and stuff here than on tumblr.

New Blog

wenkinsiu.tumblr.com

sorry blogspot.

A Good Night

I introduced frisbee-golf to my friend Austin. I think I've said this before but I'm addicted to this game. I almost made a birdie on the last hole but it hit the damn metal carrier thing. But other than that it was a pretty good hour and a half. After that we just chilled at his house and played some wii. It's crazy that I've known this kid since 8th grade.



Later that night, I ended up at Cameron's house playing monopoly with Patrick and his sister's friend. That was pretty fun. We ended the game in a draw because Jimmy and I did not feel playing monopoly into the night. So I got my frisbee-golf and monopoly fix for the week. : ) Check out my new frisbee.


Now it's time to watch PBA bowling. What a good start to a sunday. : ) Walter Ray Williams Jr. FTW!

Wrecked

Rockets beat the Celtics! It was a such a good game.

Japanese Power Metal. wow... haha

Transition to 2009 with new changes

So the new year has come and we all want this year to be the 'better' year. As you can tell on my page, some of the pictures from my past entries are blank. That's because I moved this blog to a different e-mail and deleted the old e-mail blogger account. Little did I know I was deleting the pictures I had saved to that account. So I apologize for that. I'd rather lose my pictures than my entries. All right.. well, I started using Gmail now and it's pretty much awesome. I decided to try new things and move 'out from the old and in with the new' as people might say. I didn't take any pictures from last night's party but I'm going Frisbee-golfing today so we'll see how that goes. I think this is going to be my longest entry after I finish updating it tonight. :) Hopefully everyone made their new year's resolution. I know I did. They're not in any particular order.

- meeting new people along with good times
- understand myself better
- make good music
- try to move on from my past
- feel more confident about myself
- having a strict schedule for school so I have time for everything else
- finding a true female who understands the meaning of love

It's definitely not too unrealistic which I like. Just plain and simple. More stuff to write about after today is over with. Peace

UPDATE: I just got back from bowling with Patrick and Teresa. They're a fun couple to hang out with. It's really weird, somehow I always ending up being a third wheel. : / It's honestly just a coincidence but whatever. Here's a couple of pictures from this afternoon. It was kind of nice/ugly out.



Teresa is on the far right. I should've taken a picture of the frisbee-golf hole. I think I'm slowly getting into it. I definitely want to play again.



Patrick is a beast at frisbee-golf. He has definitely played before. I wish I could say the same for Laura at the far left. :)

I have something new to watch and obsess about :)



damn good show. I had dinner with Laura tonight and that was good. I love burgers. mmmm. Other than that, I was at work the whole day. I'm ready for the new year to comee.

The Office Personality Quiz

I'm pretty much obsessed with this show

UPDATE:



I am ridiculously excited for this show to come back on.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to whoever reads this :)





update: so it's 6:34 p.m and I'm currently laying in bed listening to STARS (great band btw). This morning I headed over to Molly's place to drop off her present and a pecan pie for her family. It was good to see that familiar smile again. I kind of lost faith in Christmas over the years. The same things happen and there's not really much difference. My family doesn't really do anything. I didn't have any presents to open but had many to give and I'm pretty content with that. Now that I think of it, I didn't even get a thank you from my parents when I gave them their presents. whatever... Anyways, I really wish I had a big family to celebrate it with. It makes me jealous to see other families have their whole house have that Christmas vibe. I guess I'll just have to wait until I have a family of my own to experience that. I really tried to make today a happy day for me but I have way too much alone time to think about things. Times will get better I can only wish. Hope you guys are having a good one. :) till tomorrow

Funny Things

So last night, I was driving home from David's house to go drop off my amp & guitar to head over to Time Square to go bowl. I was about maybe 500 feet away from the stoplight when I noticed something really bright about the car in front of me that had already stopped at the intersection. All right, so certain cars have those optional t.v's so their kids can watch a movie or whatever to keep them occupied. And other people have t.v's in their car because it's a 'baller' thing to have. But this is just pure ridiculous-ness.

I know the picture is not exactly the best quality but look how ridiculously big that t.v is for that car. I had to take a picture.

I got another ridiculous thing for you guys to watch.



This has got to be the most ridiculous interview ever. haha it's really funny/stupid.

control is something out of my control

i realized tonight that i really missed her. im basically a wreck right now, not knowing what to think or what to do. i wish i knew exactly what to do or how to think.

i wish things were like before but theyre not. ill get through this somehow

damn son

you know how everyone is like "everything happens for a reason"? but what if you try so hard for something that you really want? dont you deserve to at least savor the good things that come out of whatever you strive for? it sucks cause no matter how hard you fuckin try, sometimes things don't go your way. I don't know, I'm just tired of waiting for something good to happen in my life. I've put too much effort into people and other things to only see the negative outcome. I've been patient with whatever life has thrown at me but its becoming way too routine. tomorrow will be a better day.

I like my tea black just like my metal.

I am ridiculously tired of school and wanting to be done with this semester. I feel like I'm repeating what everyone else is thinking in their heads. Anyways, I'm reading for my poli sci test tomorrow and I got sidetracked. This shows you how bored I am.



I got the ornament at the Christmas party last Saturday. It was part of the white elephant ornament exchange. I was disappointed at first but I realized that it was actually pretty damn cool. Another plus is that it's from one of the cool co-workers at the firm. That's pretty much it. Back to studying. After Thursday, partying is going down. fo sho. :)

P.S. totally forgot to include this. But as you can tell, I have this annoying ass pimple on my nose which makes me look like Rudolf the red-nose reindeer. It's really obnoxious and I've put alot of toothpaste on it for the past week and it still hasn't left. So if anyone is reading this, please leave a comment on how to get rid of that damn plague on my nose.

I Can't Sleep

Lately I have not been able to sleep well. Well... now to think of it, its not the problem of sleeping well, it's more of the fact that I sleep late and wake up late. Each night usually ends around 2 to 3 AM give or take. It has definitely become a big problem and I don't know how to fix it. pointers anyone? For some reason the t.v. has cartoon network on but I have it on mute. I should probably hit the sack soon. My stupid comm final is from 2 - 5 pm. wish me luck. I'll definitely need it.
good night world and whoever is reading this.

a year from now

This year has been really hard for me. In April I basically lost my first true best friend. No, he didn't die or anything. He just dropped off the face of the planet on me I suppose. But Molly helped me get over it and made me forget about the whole situation. When this year started, it was the beginning of what I would call 'preparation' for Molly leaving to college. It was something that I had to come to grasp with and I slowly but surely accepted it. When it came down to the dreaded day, it was harder than ever to let go. Little did I know that was the last time I would experience being 'together' with her. She honestly made me lose faith in life. I thought the whole world was in front of me and life was going MY WAY for once. Promises don't mean much to me anymore until I see the outcome. So I've lost 2 best friends in one year. It wasn't what I expected but life isn't what its cracked up to be and you gotta roll with the punches. I've never had a crew or certain people that have been there 'from the start'. And for the first time in my life, I felt like I had a family to rely on. I guess its true when people say nothing good lasts forever. Either that or its just not my time yet. Whatever 'god' or whomever has planned for me, I really hope its worth the time,effort, and pain. I hope 09 has more great things in store for me cause I could sure use some good times and good people. :)

“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.”
- Douglas Adams

Snow in Houston?!? No Way d00dz!

Yes Way.


REPRESENT. GO COOGS.


This is the progression of bipolar weather for the following week/weekend.
Houston in a nutshell. Period

What can I say about Katy Perry?

Her lyrics are ridiculously witty and catchy. She's damn hot too. But I think that's a given.