boring day

the next couple of weeks are gonna suck hardcore. ive got so many tests comin up its ridiculous. gahh! so today i felt like a lazy butt and did nothing. last night i went to the taiko festival with nataly and that was hella fun. i have 11 mosquito bites from that show though. stupid ike. it looks like i have a rash on my back now. bleh. ghey. tomorrow will be "fun". i have to study for my spanish quiz on monday. that class is really hard. im so behind. ughh... im not really proud of myself when it comes to spanish. i feel so stupid when the teacher calls and me and i have absolutely no idea how to respond to her question and the whole class looks at me. : / my heart starts pounding and shit. its really lame. hopefully ill study alot tomorrow and ace this quiz. other than that, nothing else is really on my mind.



life is hard. i wish things were easy. but theyre not. i dont know what the hell anything means anymore. i just feel like if i gave up on everything, i can start over. but that cant realistically happen. gah! bleh. its just whatever... tomorrow will be a better day.

city and colour - day old hate

new beginnings

feels like its been forever. well. alot of shit has gone down since the last time i posted. me and molly broke up and its been something that im still trying to get over. i wish her the best and hopefully things will settle down in the coming months. its crazy though, ever since the break up i feel like i realized what the meaning of commitment was. it sucks being alone though. but every experience is definitely a life lesson and you grow from it. i still think about her every time before i go to sleep wondering if maybe shes thinking about me too. its something im trying to adapt to.

on a lighter note, im trying to get an internship with livenation @ house of blues. hopefully thatll work out. other than that, the hurricane was a bitch to houston and im thankful for electricity and hot water.

ill post more stuff later
if you get the chance, listen to Alive in Wild Paint (myspace.com/aliveinwildpaint)

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