update: so it's 6:34 p.m and I'm currently laying in bed listening to STARS (great band btw). This morning I headed over to Molly's place to drop off her present and a pecan pie for her family. It was good to see that familiar smile again. I kind of lost faith in Christmas over the years. The same things happen and there's not really much difference. My family doesn't really do anything. I didn't have any presents to open but had many to give and I'm pretty content with that. Now that I think of it, I didn't even get a thank you from my parents when I gave them their presents. whatever... Anyways, I really wish I had a big family to celebrate it with. It makes me jealous to see other families have their whole house have that Christmas vibe. I guess I'll just have to wait until I have a family of my own to experience that. I really tried to make today a happy day for me but I have way too much alone time to think about things. Times will get better I can only wish. Hope you guys are having a good one. :) till tomorrow
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