This year has been really hard for me. In April I basically lost my first true best friend. No, he didn't die or anything. He just dropped off the face of the planet on me I suppose. But Molly helped me get over it and made me forget about the whole situation. When this year started, it was the beginning of what I would call 'preparation' for Molly leaving to college. It was something that I had to come to grasp with and I slowly but surely accepted it. When it came down to the dreaded day, it was harder than ever to let go. Little did I know that was the last time I would experience being 'together' with her. She honestly made me lose faith in life. I thought the whole world was in front of me and life was going MY WAY for once. Promises don't mean much to me anymore until I see the outcome. So I've lost 2 best friends in one year. It wasn't what I expected but life isn't what its cracked up to be and you gotta roll with the punches. I've never had a crew or certain people that have been there 'from the start'. And for the first time in my life, I felt like I had a family to rely on. I guess its true when people say nothing good lasts forever. Either that or its just not my time yet. Whatever 'god' or whomever has planned for me, I really hope its worth the time,effort, and pain. I hope 09 has more great things in store for me cause I could sure use some good times and good people. :)
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be.”
- Douglas Adams
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